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Today has yet again been one hell of a day but I survived it! How about you guys? Crazy too?

I know some of you are prolly going, "she already forgot about it guys" But I havent.Today was a super late start. I woke up late for work and had to rush for it. Normally I work the evening time but today was my morning day.

So Im gonna start posting a motivational picture everyday. While I know everyone isnt out to lose  weight were all working towards goals. All types of goals, motivation is good for any goal. It helps keep you going especially when things get tough. Now might there be a day or 2 that I cant post? Maybe but I am going to try to atleast do this everyday, even if it is the first thing I do when I wake up.

I made so many purchases in February its ridiclous! However Feb was a tough month, it had a lot of good of course but its share of depression and bad. Sadly I love to buy shit when Im down, normally though instead of clothes and shoes like some chicks I swing toward other things like Games, Music, Movies, and Books.

"Because some men aren't looking for anything logical, like money. They can't be bought, bullied, reasoned, or negotiated with. Some men just want to watch the world burn."-Alfred in The Dark Knight

Many of you know of my love for Realm Reborn, I played it when it was in Beta on PS3 and I have been enjoying it on the PS4. However I might not be getting it, atleast not the collectors edition like I previously wanted. I cant justify the 80 bucks, not after what I read. Now yall know I dont judge a game by a review from someone, If I like what I see in gameplay and what I read Ill give anything a fair shot. The reviews Im holding against Realm Reborn arent about the game itself but the customer service of Square Enix. Several people have taken to forums and reviews to pass on how Sqaure handles game problems, especially hacked accounts and I dont like it. What happened to them is they got hacked and when Sqaure noticed the behavior of the hacker that goes against the games terms they banned the persons account. Now this is common place in MMO's I know but when it takes 2 months to get back into the game, theres a problem. Blizzard it normally only takes one ticket/phone call and they get you back on in a matter of minutes as long as customer service is open. Atleast for me they have, Square isnt handling things well on their end. "Well Nicole are you seriously that worried you will get hacked?" Yes, because let me say this, I normally always do atleast once in a MMO. I got hacked even when I had the darn Athinucator or whatever WOW called it. Hackers learn the tricks to get by all that crap. I cant justify 80$ bucks if I have a risk of being banned with no chance of playing or getting back on for 2 or more months since Square cant handle their crap correctly not to mention it would prolly take ten thousand contact trys to get the process going. Getting a hold of Square to get the problem solved is a problem in its self too. Especially when I know it will happen because it always does,lol! Ill prolly buy the $40 Standard Edition, It will suck missing out on the awesome extra's of the Collectors but I rather play it safe then fucking sorry down the line....

Yes, this is a "bitching blog" As  some of you may know I am looking highly toward the release of Final Fantasy: Realm Reborn for the PS4 and even spoke of preordering the Collectors Edition. Well Square as really pulled one of their "were gonna do this shit weird as fuck this time around!" moments. Right now, you can only and I mean ONLY preorder the Collectors Edition to Realm Reborn off their site. Gamestop, Amazon, Walmart, Target, and other retailers dont have it. Not to mention the word exclusive is on it in their store. Now you may ask, "Why is this such a big deal?" To the fact it makes no fucking sense! They allowed other retailers to take preorders on the PC and PS3. I dont see why they have to be a pain in the ass about the PS4 verison. Im still wanting to preorder it and fuck yall know me by now, I prolly will but I shall be not happy about and I will stomp around my livingroom in angry fashion form! GRRRRRRRRRRR!

*To everyone who has commented on my last blog, I am still workng on repying to everyone. No one shall be left out. I plan to finish replys tomorrow, its just something I still need to take my time with. I appreciate yall so much ^_^

I have been planning blog after blog to write up and post before this and yet I never did. I didnt want this blog to be the one that my days long silence breaks but its funny how life as other plans. Im not writing to bitch about this day because I have nothing against it. That doesnt mean I love it either though. On this day in 2010 I lost My Grandfather Pops and while it was a day that ended his suffering it still hit me like a ton of breaks to my chest. It still does even 4 years later. There are days I wake up and wonder if maybe it was  all a dream and that my grandmother will call saying Pops is fine but just like that reailty sets in and it becomes sadly apparent it wasnt a dream.